*I was going to do the April Fool's Day post about how Xenoix and I had broken up, and put the 'details' under a cut-tag that only went to the words "Do you know what day it is?" Unfortunately I just don't feel like it. I feel kinda crappy, physically, like sinus-shoggoths are trying to invade my throat. What I wouldn't give for some nice ( Read more... )

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The most profound thing that I have seen this week.

Go. Read.

My brain is coming slowly back online after the crowds, their noise, the fan videos, the costumes, and all the fun and bright lights and snack foods. So much geekery! After a while you're tired 'til you ache, like that hum of happiness is a muscle you're not used to using, and in addition to how your face hurts from smiling, your soul hurts from ( Read more... )

Right now I'm drinking coffee with cinnamon and honey. It's what my mom used to bribe me out of bed with on cold mornings, and it is comfort food. I'm doing okay, but even with the SAM-e the anhedonia is still there. I've never dealt with grief before as a sane adult. None of my usual bag of tricks is much good to me for this. I built myself to ( Read more... )

or, Things That Kept Me Sane By The Deathbed:

1. You. You guys cannot even know. Thank you for all that you are to me, and all that you do.

2. Music. My Chemical Romance's Cancer and Another Train by The Poozies.

3. Hospitals with wifi.
"The sitting still is making me tense, and the smell is making me want to run away and scream. Carnations ( Read more... )

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Three minutes isn't long enough to say
That this is how to sort my head today.
Can't reassure me; you don't have the time.
But could you take my fears and make them rhyme?

The Watchmen movie was spectacularly well done, the few updates were brilliantly handled, and whether or not you have read the comic (which you should), you should see the movie. It's got me thinky.

( Spoilers and meta behind the cut. )